Tuesday, July 18, 2006 : Overcoming Phobias...
Being afraid of heights and needles has its tolls. Trust me. While other people were busy waddling their feet away at the maximum height of the Solero thingy in Genting, I was frozen solid.
Frozen solid until the point where my ass became stiff. All muscles in my body hardened to the point where you could smack a wooden chunk into my guts and I wouldn't feel a thing.
My balls..... hoh..... you wouldn't wanna know. But I'll say it out anyways. I couldn't even feel them! But of course I must've left my balls on safe land when I was about to board the Solero. *Note to self : Bring balls on next vertically challenging ride.*
The really scary part was when the seats slowly start rising into the air. Up to the point where each person below was like a mere speck of dust and everything around you becomes cloudy. I would've enjoyed the gorgeous scenery in front of me if I wasn't constantly imagining myself falling down from such a height.
Then the worst part. Being suspended in 731642895 feet of air for 5 centuries. I tell you my arm was about to break apart with the amount of force I was putting onto the handles.
Although it wasn't all that bad. I looked to my left and saw Bee San. Haha. She looked like she had just seen a ghost without a head and blood splattered all over the body.
When the thing went down, it went down fast! Faster than you saying the alphabets of English from a-z. That was actually the relieving part.
Fuck, that was fun. Mmmm... hell yeah. I'm definitely going for another ride.
Ironic though. I'm afraid of heights and yet I long to try bungee jumping and sky diving and etc etc. Even I myself can't explain the reason for that.
I guess my thirst for adrenaline is higher than my phobia of heights.
But one things for sure, I'M FUCKING SCARED OF INJECTIONS!!
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This is it.
The moment of truth.
Success seems so far right now.
Yet so near.