Friday, May 05, 2006 : Fucking thieves..
Today is my unlucky day. Its seriously fucked up. Filled with misfortunes.
The major cause to why I'm depressed is because... my Moral Project is gone. A project that took 2 years to do. An irreplaceable project. And now.. its missing..
Alot of other minor things fucked up the day but I don't want to list it out. My Moral project. My sweat. My hardword. All my pen's ink. All my printer's ink. All my brain's juice. All stored inside a single green file that compromises my moral project.
Why would anyone steal a Moral Project? Its just plain stupid. Can you sell a Moral project? I highly doubt so.
Maybe its not stolen. Maybe its just somewhere in my class. I'm going to spend alot of time searching for it tomorrow.
But most probably its been stolen or mistakenly taken by one of my friends. If its stolen, I'll never forgive the bastard. Once I find out who the asshole is, I swear... I will finally be relieved of my hunger. My hunger. The hunger.
Suspects are running through my mind right now but they're running too fast that I can't put my fingers on them. I'll double-check tomorrow. Then only I'll jump to a conclusions. Hopefully, my Moral project would miracally reappear inside my desk's drawer. If not, I'm going to have a harder time trusting people and I'm going to have a grudge against someone forever. Though that someone may not be anyone in particular.
Fuck, I'm losing my mind. I'm pissed. I'm depressed. Drugs are starting to seem like my best friend right about now. Don't worry, I won't start consuming drugs, its just an expression.
NEED TO TAKE MY MIND OFF THINGS!!